What is wrong with me? Why am i this way? Why do i dislike myself so much? Where did it go wrong? Why am i so pathetic? Why am i so damn dependent on others? Why can’t I be alone and happy? I had a horrible night last night, and am having a horrible day … More Can I detach myself?
I’m a woman. Women are their own worst critics. I am my own worst critic! I am so bad to myself, to my body. There are some women who are so confident in themselves, their weight does not bother them. They feel sexy, no matter how big or small they are. That is certainly not … More Weight Struggles!
Phones, laptops, computers, tablets, game consoles, phones, phones, and phones! Everything that distracts people from the world! Things people cannot go a day without. Me included…unfortunately. I’m not innocent in this, and i am aware of that. I am also aware that it needs to stop! I am so sick of it, even though i … More Damn you electronics!
I grew up very alone. I had parents, i had siblings, but i was still very lonely. My life was being in my bedroom, door closed, by myself. I didn’t have many friends, if any at all, so i spent most of my time ALONE. Not something i’m happy about or something that i am … More I only had me.
I started this blog a month ago exactly. I didn’t think I’d have many followers at all. I was terrified to start a blog, something I had no idea about. I am still obviously so new at this, but with time I am sure I will become a pro. Okay maybe not a pro, but … More 5 Followers…
My heart broke a little a few days ago. So over the weekend, while in the car, we are talking to my daughter about her grades. She is doing great, as she always has. She’s in fourth grade, and she is such a bright little girl! She truly is so smart. We had open house … More What did she say?
I had a rough night last night. (This will be a long one, but please stick with me.) Without expecting it, and for no reason, I fell into a depressive state. I was sad and angry, mainly at myself. I was going through my Facebook, and I was looking at photos of a friend on there. … More Emotional night…